when im not at home

i was away from my hometown, already 2 days...

this is the first time that i stay alone in one tiny house,

and, it was actually a flat, HDB flat.

1 living hall, 1 kitchen, 1 bathroom & 1 bedroom...
althought, there dont have air-cond,
at least, there's 2 turbo fans blowing at me, haha.

but around this area, there is sooooo many supermarkets,
hawker stalls, and the MRT station is so near... luckily.

well, well, well... 2 months, how i will survive?

nowaday

nowaday i can plan my schedule well...

nowaday i like to jog...

nowaday i seems not feeling that tired & sad, compared to my past...

nowaday i can do watever i like...

nowaday i am more like a designer (as i always wish to be), rather than i donno wat is my job scope...

nowaday... im getting happier & feel free... :)

到底出了什么問題

剛拋下了一段情，
不舍是一定有的，
但，到最后自己還是要面對，
去選擇，最終，自己到底要什么。

那，沒了兒女私情，
朋友，當然是扮演重要的角色···
但是，往往都會出現反常的效果。

對朋友好，
有些會領會得到，你對他們的付出；
有些則是對你不理不睬，麻木的感覺。

扮演朋友的你，真的會這樣嗎？

2009, here i come...

love & career, can it be balance?

i don't know the answer right now... feeling confusing & hurt.

well, although i feel good with my career in 2008, my new year's resolution for 2009, will focus more on being health conscious and enjoying the "quiet times" life offers, sometimes be alone is also beautiful as in calm my mind to think further, and be more productive after all.

end of 2008

hm, it's de last day of de year again...
when is my "melancholia" will be go away from me...
it's terrible though...
...just wanna get rid of it...
...my feeling
...my hope
...my dreams...

dare not to think about it from now on...
just try to do my very best on my career,
and wish everyone of my friends, my family,
happy new year and dreams come true (if y'all have it...)